Patrick my rescue Poodle

by Janet
(Portland Oregon)

Patrick and Janet

I rescued Patrick when he was 2 years old,and didn't believe how fab he was until i had him cut! I couldn't believe how touching he would be for me. I just lost him 10 days ago and nothing in this world could ever replace my special bond with him.
I live alone and he was always there for me when i got home.Everyone in my area that we walked knew him, he came shopping with me in my local grocery store and did circus dog dance for all the kids.
My luck has not been to great ,7 months ago i was laid off from my job,lost 2 different boyfriends,just got a 13 week extension, my dog died ,lost my friendship with my sister and just today my rent was increased by 60$$.
Don'T know how much more i can stand.Really would like to have my little sweetie on my lap now.
He was a RUNT Standard Male and black and the most like able little guy that you could ever want to be around.Everyone loved him and iam just sick hes gone.
Cant even get his ashes because i cant afford car insurance.Thought i had friends but now even ??? that.
Well if anyone has anything that could help me get through this horrible time in my life PLEASE HELP ME.by talking to me or prayer. Janet 503-756-8072